So much I feel and can’t get out. So much hurt and disbelief. I can’t talk to my family. They are privileged to not care about the little things. I can’t stop feeling empty and feeling the weight of the world …. The sadness. The absolute departure from hope and joy and good things to come. I hurt for the animals and the planet. For those who keep getting told no when they work harder and smarter and better and with integrity. The lack of morality and integrity is just a tough place. Because you cannot pretend to go backwards. Once you know something. You cannot un-know it. Awarenes is not your friend when a horrible experience is what you’re left with. It feels like disbelief and despair. I wish I could just get it out so I would feel better. But it seems this one is gonna leave a mark and sit with me for a while. I hold the door open for others. It’s a safe place to just be and say what is on your heart.
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Crushed for so many who had so much hope for a more positive and inclusive world. We’ll get there…
Keep your chins up. It’s hard, but nothing that happens exterior to us should distract from our purpose to live inside out. Life is a love game. Keep living it…